I
wish I were calling on to my son in happier
circumstances....Satyavathi
thought as she closed her eyes thinking of her first born son.
She
smiled to herself as she fondly remembered the times when she was
ferrying people across the Yamuna. It seemed like another life
time....almost unconnected with her present life. For a second she
wondered whether her daughters-in-law would believe the fact that
she, Satyavathi, the present Queen of Hastinapur, was the daughter of
the head fisherman. Was
she still that same woman?
Satyavathi mused as she thought of Sage Parasaran. The
sage was the one who was responsible for taking away her fish smell
and give her this divine fragrance. The divine fragrance which was
responsible for King Shantanu to fall in love with her.
Yes...Satyavathi
thought nodding to herself. In
many ways it was Sage Parasaran who was responsible for her present
life, as the Queen of Hastinapur.
Satyavathi
thought of her son, her first born son. She had but seen him once in
her life. She still remembered her disbelief as she saw her son – a
baby grow from a young child to grown up male – all within a span
of few minutes. 'Mother! Bless me!' Veda Vyasa had said falling at
her feet. Satyavathi still could not believe that the dark, grown up
man with wild matted locks, was her son. Even then, Satyavathi could
see the knowledge of the Vedas which Vyasa had imbibed shine through
him. A gentle soul with passionate eyes. Satyavathi knew that as long
as she lived she could never forget that face.
In
the present, Satyavathi opened her eyes as she heard a rustling
noise. Standing before her was Veda Vyasa, her son exactly as she had
imagined him. Satyavathi smelt the fragrance of the fish from him,
which had once been a part of her. She smiled with tears in her eyes,
as she embraced her son.
For
a first few minutes, she seemed incapable of talking as she enjoyed
the sheer pleasure of being with her child. Veda Vyasa, divining his
mother's feeling kept quiet not saying anything.
That
was when Satyavathi realized that Veda Vyasa was standing in her
inner apartment. 'How did you get in? Did none of the guards....'
Veda
Vyasa chuckled. 'You called me and I came directly to you! Nobody
knows that I have come here...'Veda Vyasa looked at the closed door.
'I do not think closed doors or guards can keep me out!'
Both
mother and son smiled as Satyavathi made her son sit down. Veda Vyasa
studied his mother. 'Why did you call me, mother? Something tells me,
motherly affection is not the only reason, you suddenly remembered
me...'
Satyavathi
smiled to herself a little sadly and she nodded her head. 'How I wish
I had spent more time with you...' She said musing a little about her
past life. 'What would have happened, if I had not come back to my
father for ferrying the people across the Yamuna....Probably then
none of this would be happening....'
Veda
Vyasa raised his eyebrows. 'You are a queen, mother! The mother of
the kings of one of the most powerful kingdoms in the world....' Veda
Vyasa frowned, as Satyavathi broke out crying as she heard the words
of Veda Vyasa.
A
mother of kings....Satyavathi
felt the irony of the situation as fresh sobs racked her body. 'I
am not the mother of kings....not any more..' She said in a broken
voice.
Veda
Vyasa waited patiently as Satyvathi controlled herself. She took a
deep breath and told him everything. Everything from the foolish
promise that her father had extracted from Devavratha, Devavratha's
promise which earned him the name of Bhishma, the death of Shantanu,
the death of Chitrangada, the marriage of Vichitraviryan to the
princesses of Kasi and now the death of Vichitraviryan. 'My father
took the kingdom away from Bhishma and my sons' have paid the price
for this foolishness!' Satyavathi shook her head. 'I begged Bhishma
to take the kingdom and marry Ambalika and Ambika....He is
Vichitraviryan's brother and he has the right to the throne and he
can marry the princesses.' Satyavathi smiled mirthlessly, shaking her
head. 'He said his vow is more important to him, and that the vow is
his Dharma! He said he would give everything up, but he would stand
by his vow!'
Veda
Vyasa nodded as his mother continued. 'So now, I approach you!'
'What
do you wish me to do, mother?' The sage asked his mother.
Satyavathi
told Veda Vyasa of Bhishma's story of Sage Parashurama. 'So a great
sage can perpetuate the royal lineage, when the king dies childless.
This is a practice allowed by custom!' Satyavathi said looking down,
her heart hammering badly, as she clutched her hands in a tight fist
to prevent them from shaking. Would
Vyasa accept her wishes or would he also....
Veda
Vyasa took a deep breath and looked at his mother. 'If this is what
you want, I will carry out your wishes!'
Satyavathi's
tear stained face broke into a beautiful smile as she heard the
words. She kissed him on the forehead and embraced him once more.
'Thank you...Thank....'
'Mother!
Please listen to me!' Veda Vyasa said gently as Satyavathi looked at
him frowning. 'Your daughters-in-law.....they are princesses! I...I
am....' Veda Vyasa took a deep breath and continued. ' I am sage. I
have spent my entire life in the forests, performing penance! I have
never bothered about my looks and never will! I look wild and have
have this smell of fish coming continuously from me....Your
daughters-in-law may get scared of me....Please prepare them properly
so that they are not caught unawares....!'
Satyavathi
nodded, leaving the room. 'Do not worry! I will prepare my
daughter-in-law to receive you!' she said leaving the sage alone.
Satyavathi
first approached her elder daughter-in-law Ambika. 'Ambika! I know
that you grieve for your husband....' Ambika broke out into fresh
sobs as Satyavathi held her tightly. She then looked at her. 'However
all that is past! We need to get on with our lives....' Ambika felt
scared as she saw the almost single-minded determination in
Satyavathis' eyes. Satyavathi took a deep breath continuing. 'The
throne of Hastinapur cannot be vacant....The kingdom needs a heir!'
Ambika wondered what her mother-in-law expected her to do about it,
when Satyvathi continued. 'I have convinced your husband's elder
brother to come here....' Ambika frowned some more. She knew only
Bhishma as her husband's elder brother. She obviously had no idea as
to who Veda Vyasa was and that Satyavathi was referring to him.
Ambika wondered how Satyavathi had managed to convince Bhishma to
break his vow but she did not say anything....
'He
will be coming to meet you!' Satyavathi said continuing completely
unaware of the confusion in her daughter-in-law's mind. 'Please be
prepared to receive him...Do not be scared of him!' Alarm bells were
ringing in Ambika's head now. Why
would her mother-in-law expect her to be scared?
However Ambika was even more scared of the almost ferocious
expression in Satyvathi's face and decided not to ask any questions.
When
Ambika first saw Veda Vyasa, she was shocked. The man looked....wild
and the smell of fish....Ambika was not able to think anything and
closed her eyes tightly as she saw the sage, wishing she never opened
them again.....
Satyavathi
looked at Veda Vyasa happily, the next day. 'The child which will be
born to Ambika....he would be the future king of Hastinapur, won't
he?' she asked a hint of desperation in her voice.
Veda
Vyasa smiled sadly as he looked at his mother with pity. 'Why did you
not tell your daughter-in-law that it was me who was coming to meet
her? She got scared of me....she closed her eyes tightly....' Veda
Vyasa said sadly. Satyavathi was numbed as she heard Veda Vyasa. She
blinked as she tried to think of her conversation. Slowly....slowly
she understood her daughter-in-law's confusion and cursed herself for
her stupidity. Ambika had not expected to see Veda Vyasa and had
obviously been scared out of her wits on seeing him....
Satyavathi
blinked as Veda Vyasa continued. 'The child born to Ambika would be
strong....Phenomenally strong! But he would be blind!'
Satyavathi
looked at Veda Vyasa shocked unable to make sense of her thoughts as
they spiraled out of control. 'Ambalika!' She whispered finally. 'I
will ask my second daughter-in-law to come and I will tell her
everything...Please do not say no to me....Please!' She begged Veda
Vyasa.
Veda
Vyasa sighed as he finally nodded his head.
Unfortunately
for Satyavathi, Ambika had already spoken to Ambalika about the wild
man who was Satyavathi's eldest son. By the time Satyvathi spoke to
her, Ambalika was so scared of Veda Vyasa that she wanted nothing
more than run away from there. But
then Satyavathi was the queen of Hastinapur. How could she say no to
her?
The
next day, Veda Vyasa looked at his mother who was looking at him
hopefully. 'Ambalika did not close her eyes, mother....but she got
scared....She almost became pale in fear!'
Satyavathi
made a chocking voice as Veda Vyasa continued. 'The son of Ambalika
would be a brave and bold price....but he would pale....the same
colour that his mother went, when she saw me....'
Satyavathi
sighed, then she brightened. 'Please son....Come back after the
princesses have had the children.....Then....they would not be so
scared of you...Probably the child born later on, would become a
perfect king of Hastinapur!'
Veda
Vyasa almost chuckled looking at his mother. But then he nodded and
went away from there.
As
Veda Vyasa predicted, Ambika's son was born blind. He was named
Dhirdarashtra and he ferociously strong. A day later, Ambalika gave
birth to the pale Pandu.
A
year later, when Veda Vyasa came back, Satyavathi again approached
her daughter-in-law to go to the sage. But Ambika were so completely
unnerved of the sage and her mother-in-law that instead of going
herself, she sent her maid to the sage.
********
Satyavathi
was disappointed because the son born to the maid was perfect in
every way but could never ascend the throne.....because he was not
the from the royal lineage....The son of Veda Vyasa and the maid was
called Vidura, who was considered by many as the embodiment of Lord
Dharma....
*********
When
Satyavathi requested Veda Vyasa to approach the younger
daughter-in-law, for the second time, Veda Vyasa firmly refused.
'Mother, I am a sage! I cannot be here.....I have done what you asked
me to do....My work here is done!' So saying Veda Vyasa walked away
from Hastinapur without a backward glance.