Sunday, December 1, 2013

Karna - Part 7 of 8

After spending the last year disguised in King Virata's kingdom, the Pandavas came back and asked Duryodhana for the kingdom. King Drupada, the king of Panchala and the father of Draupadi sent a learned man to the court of Hastinapur to ask the Kauravas to return the kingdom of the Pandavas.
Unsurprisingly, Duryodhana refused.
Krishna, the Dark Lord, himself came and argued brilliantly in the Court of Hastinapur. Realizing that Duryodhana was too drunk in his own power Krishna prayed for just five villages, one for each Pandava, to avert the war.
However Duryodhana haughtily explained that he was not going to hand over even the land to keep a needle to the Pandavas. On top of it Duryodhana even tried to imprison Krishna, who was there as a messenger of the Pandavas.
Krishna showed everyone in the court his Vishwaroopa and that effectively stopped any further foolish actions from Duryodhana.
His mission having failed, Krishna took out his chariot and traveled to Panchala to the Pandavas. However on the way, he saw Karna walking on the road. He called out to his charioteer. 'Daruka! Pull the horses! I wish to speak to Karna!'
Daruka looked surprised but then he knew that the Dark Lord always had a reason for doing anything.
Krishna came towards a surprised Karna. 'Karna! You are noble and wise....You always speak the truth and you give any person anything, that they come and ask you....' Krishna shook his head sadly. 'You....You should not fight on the side of Duryodhana!.'
Karna looked at Krishna disbelievingly. 'Why is it that you are praising me suddenly, Kesava?'
Krishna smiled. 'That was not praise! That was the truth!' Karna looked surprised as Krishna smiled. 'You have just aligned yourself with the wrong people! If only you knew who you were.....' Krishna closed his eyes as he smiled his beautiful smile. Karna felt a sudden thump in his heart. The question which had been burning him for his entire life....the most important question in his life and Krishna knew who he was....Karna looked at Krishna looking totally incapable of speech. 'I wish to talk with you, Karna! Why don't you accompany me?' Even without realizing it, Karna got on the chariot with Krishna. Soon they had driven to the outskirts of the kingdom near the river.
'You are a warrior, Karna!' Krishna said without any preamble. Karna looked stunned and happy beyond measure. So he was not the son of a charioteer....He was the son of a warrior.Eagerly he looked at Krishna waiting that he would continue.
Krishna smiled mirthlessly. 'You are the son of the princess and you have five younger brothers!' Karna's face suddenly lost a little colour. Five brothers.... His heart thumped painfully in his chest. If Krishna realized the effect he was having on Karna, Krishna definitely did not stop narrating the story. 'The five brothers are powerful warriors! Exceptionally powerful warriors!' Karna tried opening his mouth to ask Krishna to stop talking. But he found it difficult to even think, let alone talk....The information which he had always wanted to know...now did not even seem remotely appealing. He regretted even coming out with the Dark Lord. But Karna stood there completely incapable of speech or movement.
'The five brothers have a common wife because they all share her for one year each. And Karna....' Krishna continued as if he did not realize that Karna was feeling like someone was pounding his head and his heart repeatedly with a very sharp instrument. '….if they ever come to know about you, they will make you the king....their king!' Krishna said softly.
'Why was I abandoned at birth?' Karna demanded his voice suddenly hoarse.
'You were born before your mother had married! As a maiden, she could not keep you...so...' Krishna saw Karna angrily open his mouth when Krishna continued. 'However, according to custom, the child born to a maiden can be considered as born to the man whom the girl marries....If that is considered....' Krishna said his eyes smiling slightly
Karna closed his eyes wishing that he never had even known any of this. 'Imagine Karna! Yudhishatara and his brothers will always be obedient to you, Karna! All the sons of Pandu have Krishna as their common wife. So the beautiful Krishna....she will be your wife too! And you will rule the kingdom....'
'STOP!' Karna almost yelled, trembling. 'I AM RADHEYA!' Karna said attempting to control his shaking voice. 'I am the son of Radha and Adhiratha! They are my parents. They nursed me! I am the son of charioteer!' Karna said angrily. 'And the only person who does not see me as the son of a charioteer is my friend....' Karna looked very close to losing control over himself. But then he pulled himself together. 'Duryodhana is the only person who loved me and accepted me when...the world rejected me as the son of charioteer!' Karna vehemently shook his head. 'No Krishna! I see what you are trying to do! But the answer is NO! My loyalties lay with Duryodhana! Even if the whole world goes against us, I will still be with him!'
Krishna looked at Karna without any expression. 'Karna! You are a mighty and great warrior! I do not wish you to be on the losing side!'
'LOSING SIDE? YOU THINK I DO NOT KNOW THAT?' Karna almost shrieked. 'Sage Parashurama has taught me how to read omens and I can clearly see that the Kauravas are all going to be killed. Every single one of them! And with you on the side of the Pandavas, I do not think, the Pandavas can ever lose! But I will still be on Duryodhana's side! That is my Dharma!' Karna did not even realize the tiny tear on the side of his eyes. He closed his eyes, as for one forbidden second he saw himself sitting with the Pandavas and Draupadi. He resolutely shook his head angrily trying to remove the thought from his head as he continued. 'Duryodhana relies on me for winning this war for him! I know that I will not succeed. but I will try! I will do everything in my power to fight for Duryodhana!'
Krishna nodded his head not saying anything when Karna continued sadly. 'I have never asked anyone, anything! But today I ask you something, Krishna!'
Krishna still did not say anything. Probably he already knew what Kunti's first born was going to say. 'The Pandavas...' Karna trembled slightly and then pulled himself together. 'They are good people!' Karna suddenly looked even more unhappy. 'I behaved very badly on the day of the dice game!' Karna closed his eyes wishing to forget the rage in Drauapadi's eyes, at the dice game... He took a deep breath. 'That was unforgivable! I do not wish to be a part of the Pandavas! Please Keshava...' He said looking at Krishna desperately. 'Please never tell the Pandavas about me! If you do....' Karna smiled sadly. 'The first thing Yudhishtara would do is to hand over all the rights of his kingdom to me and I.....' Karna took another deep breath. '....will give it to Duryodhana!' Karna shook his head. 'That must not happen!' Karna smiled at Krishna again. 'Please Krishna, give me your word! Please promise me that you will not tell the Pandavas about this!'
Krishna without saying a word nodded his head and looking at the forlorn Karna got up on his chariot and drove away from there without a backward glance....
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It was early in the morning and as usual Karna was engaged in praying to his favourite Lord – Surya Deva.
Karna had not told anyone about his conversation with Krishna and he had no intention of ever doing it. All he wanted was to forget it! He was required to win the battle for Duryodhana and that was all he was going to do....For that he could not entertain the useless thoughts of the Pandavas which kept coming to him...They were the enemies...He told himself angrily.
Karna heard some movement behind him and surprised turned around. It was too early for someone else to be out at the same time. Karna turned and saw a lady almost hidden in the shadows. The early morning sunlight was not bright enough for Karna to see who it was. 'Who is it?' He asked. He saw that it was a lady and obviously the lady was brought up in good wealth but he could not see anything more than that. Unreasonably Karna felt his heart clench in a strange emotion he had never felt before. 'Who is it?' He asked again, his heart beating wildly and his throat suddenly becoming coarse.
The woman came forward. 'I am Kunti!' Kunti said coming out of the shadows.
Karna looked at Kunti's tear stricken eyes and knew that she knew.
Karna had pictured this scene so many times in his life. He always imagined that when he met his birth mother he was going to yell at her and keep yelling at her until he was hoarse and explain to her exactly how much he had to suffer because of her.....Or probably he could just explain a fraction of the hurt she had caused him by abandoning him....
'What does the mother of the Pandavas want with me?' Karna asked trying to make his voice appear haughty and failed.
'I....I have come here to see my son!' Kunti said quietly.
My son....my son...The words kept echoing in his mind as Karna felt his vision blur because of the tears. He saw Kunti stumble forward and tightly held her as he felt a powerful emotion surge through him. Karna recognized the emotion as love....strong, powerful and it totally washed through him wiping all thoughts of hate he had ever had for the woman before him...
Slowly Karna opened his eyes as he saw the wizened face of his mother who looked at him with love. 'I knew of a mantra....and I used it unwisely before I was married....' Kunti explained everything to Karna who listened and suddenly understood the unnatural love he felt for Surya Deva....The Sun God was his father...that was the reason, Surya had tried protecting him...' Karna smiled mirthlessly as he remembered the failed attempt of his father to protect him by warning him not to part with his armour and earrings. The sun was now blazing brightly almost as if announcing that the words of his mother were true...
Kunti finished the entire story and looked at Karna with love. 'Come away my son! Come away with me! Please....atleast from now on, let me enjoy the company of all my sons! I know Yudhishtara well. He would place the very world at your feet, if he ever came to know of this...!'
Karna looked and Kunti and smiled. It was a very peculiar smile. 'Where were you mother, when the entire world rejected me as the son of charioteer?' Kunti looked as if she had been slapped by Karna. However Karna continued. 'In the open arena, Bheema asked me to take the whip and ride a chariot because that was all I was supposed to do...' Kunti closed her eyes hoping she did not want to hear any of this. Karna however relentlessly continued. 'Draupadi, your daughter-in-law refused to even let me compete in her swayamvara, because I was the son of a charioteer!' Kunti opened her eyes and looked at Karna unable to answer. 'And during all these things....there was only one man who stood with me!'
Karna smiled again. 'And you wish me to abandon him....Why?'
Kunti looked on unable to reply. Karna took in a deep breath. 'No mother! I will not abandon Duryodhana! I will always be with him, no matter what!'
'I NEED ALL MY SONS WITH ME!' Kunti screamed finally finding her voice.
Karna smiled 'I am afraid, you can have only five sons....All your life!' Karna looked at the bright sun and spoke in a melancholy voice. 'I was planning on killing all the five Pandavas! But now I cannot...But I cannot be untrue to my Duryodhana!'
Kunti looked at Karna without speaking and not understanding a word.... 'I will not kill any of the other Pandavas! But I will definitely kill Arjuna or atleast try to...' Kunti fell back, her heart hammering violently. 'Or Arjuna will kill me! So either with me or without me, you will have five sons!'
Kunti pleaded with Karna some more but Karna remained completely unmoved. Spending some more time with her first born, Kunti came back home, broken hearted....
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However Karna's trials were far from over.
Once it was declared that the war was going to start, the Pandavas chose Drishtadhyumna, Draupadi's brother as the general of their army.
Duryodhana realized that despite being old, Bhishma still commanded the loyalty of the soldiers in Hastinapur. So having no choice in the matter, Duryodhana appointed Bhishma was the general of the Kaurava army.
However Bhishma on being chosen immediately imposed a condition. 'Prince Duryodhana! Am I to be the general of your army?' He demanded sternly.
Frowning Duryodhana nodded his head. 'Then I get to decide who fights and who does not fight in the army, am I correct?'
Uncomprehendingly Duryodhana again nodded his head. 'Then as long as I am the army general, the King of Anga, does not participate in the war!' Bhishma said in a voice brokin no argument.
Duryodhana looked at Karna who was looking at Bhishma with angry eyes. All Karna wanted to do was to go out there in the battlefield and finally prove to everyone that his loyalty lay only with Duryodhana and not one else and the great old man was even refusing him an opportunity of fighting the war...
'I can bring down the Pandavas singlehandedly!' Karna claimed angrily.
'Karna,if you boasted less, I think you could have led your friend here, on a better path! Or have you forgotten how well you fought and lost with Chitrangada, the gandharva?' Bhishma retorted angrily. 'At every step all you do is question...question everything that I do...And you only wish to compete with me to prove that you are better! I cannot deal with people like you while I am leading an army to battle.' Bhishma said with a finality.
'Is this another of your attempts of favouritism towards the Pandavas?' Duryodhana demanded angrily. 'You do not wish to kill them. In fact you yourself have told me that countless number of times that you would destroy the Pandava army but not harm the five of them....And you also seem to be preventing anyone else who wishes to do it....Is that the reason....?' Duryodhana's voice was harsh.
'PRINCE DURYODHANA!' Bhishma thundered so angrily that Duryodhana fell silent. 'I am pledged to the throne of Hastinapur! I serve who sits on that throne! If it were not for that, I would actually walk away from this foolishness that you are calling a war....AND NEVER QUESTION MY INTENTIONS AGAIN!' Bhishma thundered again effectively silencing Duryodhana.
'Why am I alone not included?' Karna asked trying his best not to show the hatred in his voice and failing.
'Your Guru Parashurama fought a battle with me once! I am not going to let any man who was taught by that sage under my army!' Bhishma said scornfully.
Karna fell silent and walked away angrily from the tent. He realized that Duryodhana would have to listen to Bhishma because Bhishma commanded the loyalty of the soldiers. He felt movement behind him and saw Duryodhana looking shame-faced. 'I am sorry Karna! I...'
'He is the general of your army, my friend!' Karna said, willing not to let the bitterness to show in his voice. 'Please listen to him! If he feels that it would be better if I do not join the war...we must listen to him!'
The two friends embraced each other.

Karna - Part 8 of 8

Karna's story would be incomplete without mentioning Shalya. Shalya, the king of Madra and the brother of Madri, was the maternal uncle of Nakula and Sahadeva, the Pandava twins.
After Krishna's mission to bring peace between Pandavas and the Kauravas failed, the two sides called in all their supporters for fighting the war. The king of Madra collected his army and was on the way to join his army on the side of the Pandavas. However destiny had other plans....
Duryodhana called his men with specific instructions. 'Intercept Shalya before he reaches his destination. Serve him lavishly but do not tell him who is his host!'
Duryodhana's men were puzzled but they did not ask any questions.
And so Shalya never reached the destination. He saw beautiful tents put up on the way. He stopped his group and all of them enjoyed the lavish hospitality.....
Later he called the servant. 'Call your master! I am extraordinarily pleased with him! I will pledge my army to him right now!'
Duryodhana who was waiting for this opportunity smiled as he stood before Shalya.
Shalya was shocked out of his wits. 'You....It was you, who did all this!'
Duryodhana smiled quietly. 'My servant tells me that you wanted to pledge your army to me!'
I did not know that you were the host...Shalya wanted to yell but he kept quiet. He had as good given his word to Duryodhana to fight for him. Shalya took a deep breath. 'My word is my honour! I will fight the war for you! But Duryodhana....' Shalya took another breath to control himself. 'I need to meet the Pandavas and tell them about this...I promise I would be back!'
Duryodhana smiled. 'Please...I know you are are a honourable man! Please go and tell your nephews and come back....'
An unhappy Shalya went to the Pandavas. There he told Yudhishtara everything. Everyone was dismayed. Shalya was a very good archer and an incredibly effective mace wielder though he was not a very heavy man. And the man never lost him calm. Though it was not advertised much, Shalya was a charioteer par excellence.
Yudhishtara decided that what was done was done, now it was time for damage control. He took Shalya aside. 'I know that you have given your word and that you will fight against us....However there is something I want you to do....'
Shalya was puzzled in the whispering voice of Yudhishtara but did not say anything. 'You are an excellent charioteer! I am sure that Duryodhana would use it!'
Shalya frowned not understanding.
'Arjuna's charioteer is none other than Krishna himself and in the war, there will be a time when there will be a battle between Karna and Arjuna! And the outcome of the entire war will depend on that battle!' Yudhishtara declared as he trembled. Shalya frowned but said nothing. Yudhishtara continued. 'I am not concerned about anyone in the Kaurava army, other than Karna!' Yudhishtara declared for the first time a fear which had been gnawing him for the past thirteen years. Ever since Yudhishtara had seen Karna, Yudhishtara could not get it outside his head that Karna was as good a warrior as Arjuna....Probably even better.....
Shalya for the first time realized that Yudhishtara was genuinely scared of Karna. 'What do you want me to do?' Shalya asked.
Yudhishtara took a deep breath. 'I know that what I am asking you is....is...not an honourable thing, but I think this must be done if Arjuna's life is to saved!'
'What do you want me to do?' Shalya repeated getting more and more confused.
'I am sure that for fighting Krishna and Arjuna, Karna will at some time during the war ask you to be his charioteer. When that happens, I want you to dishearten Karna!' (In those days, the position of being a warrior's charioteer was given only to persons who were extremely trustworthy because more often than not, the life of the warrior depended as much on his own fighting skills and on the driving skills of his charioteer. The charioteer not only protected the life of the warrior, the warrior also discussed the means of attack and defence with the charioteer)
'WHAT?' Shalya demanded.
'When you act as Karna's charioteer I want you to talk to man and discourage him and praise Arjuna! That way, Karna would never fight his best and there is probably a chance that Arjuna's life would be saved!'
Shalya looked at Yudhishtara grimly and did not speak for a long time. Yudhishtara watched Shalya worriedly who finally looked at him and smiled. 'Probably it is just as well that Duryodhana wants me to fight for him! I will help you and I will do exactly what you want me to do! By the time I get through with Karna, he would be in no position to even stand near Arjuna, let alone fight him!'
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Because of Bhishma's condition, Karna did not participate in the first ten days of the Mahabharatha war. As per his word, Bhishma did not kill the five Pandavas, but he caused mass havoc among the Pandava army. However the Pandavas with the help of Shikhandi finally brought Bhishma down on the tenth day of the war.
Watching Bhishma lying in the bed of arrows, his face contorted with pain, at first the Kauravas did not know what to do....But one thought which entered almost everyone's mind was Karna....Now Karna was going to participate in the war....The respect which everyone had for Bhishma automatically transferred to the King of Anga.
Karna watched the fallen Bhishma his thoughts in disarray...As long as you are around, I WILL NOT FIGHT! Karna remembered that he had yelled at Bhishma. But if you manage to bring down the Pandavas, I will....I will retire to the forests and never come back....But if I ever fight this war, I will defeat every single person from the opposite side...Every single person whom you considered to be greater warrior than me! Karna remembered his words well and now looking at the Bhishma he knew that his time to make good his promise had come....
Karna looked down at the fallen hero and touched Bhishma's feet as a tear trickled down his eyes. The fallen monarch woke up suddenly and Karna winced as he saw the pain in Bhishma's eyes. 'I am sorry, I have disturbed you! I am Radha's....'
'No you are not!' Karna was shocked with the soft words coming from the wizened features. 'You are not Radha's son, Karna!' Karna looked shocked as he looked at Bhishma like as if he was looking at him for the first time in his life. 'Sage Narada and Veda Vyasa, both have told me who you are! Who you really are!' Bhishma took a deep breath to control the pain. 'You are Kunti and Surya Deva's son!' Bhishma said. The fallen monarch called Karna forward and tightly hugged the man. Karna was shocked beyond words. Bhishma knew about him....
Bhishma shook his head sadly. 'That was the reason I spoke harshly to you! I did not want you to talk ill of your own brothers!That was the reason I did not want you to fight the war! I wanted to make sure you never fought with your own brothers!' Bhishma looked sad and defeated as he studied the fine man sobbing, standing before him. 'But fate....destiny is more powerful than either of us!'
Karna took a deep breath as he pulled himself together. 'I will not go against Duryodhana. He is my friend and I will fight for him! I will try to kill the Pandavas for him!'
Bhishma smiled sadly. Probably he already knew Karna's answer. 'Then go and fight, my son! Fight to the best of your capabilities and fight without any anger or vindictiveness! Fight because it is your Dharma to fight for Duryodhana!'
For the first time in his life Karna fell at Bhishma's feet with complete love and devotion...
Karna went back to the camp and talked to the Kaurava brothers who were badly shaken up by the death of the Bhishma. Karna spoke to the army of the Kauravas and boosted their morale by his heart rendering speech. The Kaurava army was back and ready to fight again....
Duryodhana saw his army and smiled at Karna. 'My friend! Now I am sure we are going to win the war! Please....come and lead us and let us show the Pandavas what we can really do!'
Karna shook his head. 'After Bhisma, the oldest person in the Kaurava army is Dronacharya! I am sure he is the one who has to lead your army! We will all follow him!' Karna displayed his shrewdness and his genuine willingness to fight to win the war for Duryodhana by the statement. If Karna himself had become the general of the army, it was a certainty that the other kings and princes who joined the war to fight for Duryodhana would have grumbled because he was their same age and there was also the touchy issue of him being the son of a charioteer. However nobody would mind following the orders of Dronacharya who was after all the teacher of the entire royal house of Hastinapur.
And so Drona led the Kaurava forces to battle.
During the first two days that Drona led the army, the main focus of the Kauravas was to imprison Yudhishtara. Duryodhana believed that if Yudhishtara was imprisoned and bought before them, Yudhishtara would concede defeat and give up the rights to his kingdom. However both the times Drona was thwarted by Arjuna. After the attempt failed for the second time, Duryodhana was so angry that he goaded his teacher very badly. Dronacharya was very badly rattled and decided that the next day he would either imprison Yudhishtara or kill a Maharatha from the Pandava army. (Based on their fighting prowess, warriors were classified as either Ratha or Maharatha)
And so the next day the Kauravas set up the Chakravyugha. The Samshaptakas led Arjuna away from Yudhishtara. The problem was that the only persons in the Pandava army who could breach a Chakravyugha were Arjuna and Krishna. With them gone, Yudhishtara could not fight against the Kauravas.
That was when Abhimanyu came up to his uncle. (Abhimanyu was the son of Arjuna and Subhadra, Krishna's sister.) 'I know how to break into the Chakravyugha,but the problem is, I do not know how to come out of it!'
Bheema smiled. 'Get us the opening! We will follow you ,son!'
Abhimanyu made the opening and the other Pandavas followed him or atleast tried following. (During the exile of the Pandavas, Jayadratha once tried to kidnap Draupadi. The Pandavas caught Jayadratha and humiliated him. In anger Jayadratha performed penance toward Lord Shiva and obtained a boon that he could single handedly stop the other four Pandavas, if Arjuna was not with them)
Jayadratha used his boon on this occasion and none of the other Pandavas could follow Abhimanyu. Abhimanyu went inside the Chakravyugha all alone. However that did not deter Abhimanyu at all. He single-handedly laid waste to almost half the Kaurava army as he plodded through the Chakravyugha.
'As long as he has a bow and arrow, we can do nothing to him!' Drona looked horrified at the destruction one sixteen year old was causing to the Kaurava army.
'….And he cannot be bested in a single combat by anybody...' Dusshasana said as his hands were bleeding after just finishing a fight with Abhimanyu.
'DO SOMETHING!' Duryodhana shouted, almost delirious with pain. 'THAT BOY....' Duryodhana spat angrily. 'He just spared my life because he wanted his uncle Bheema to keep up his vow of killing all the hundred Kaurava brothers....'
And so the Kauravas decided that Abhimanyu could not be attacked alone. Karna went towards the boy and he broke Abhimanyu's bow. At the same time Kripacharya killed Abhimanyu's charioteer and all his horses.
Abhimanyu pulled out his sword and started attacking the Kauravas around him. With great difficulty Drona broke the hilt of Abhimanyu's sword.
Abhimanyu was bleeding badly but undeterred he continued fighting. The Kauravas warriors watched horrified as Abhimanyu pulled out the wheel from one of the thousand chariots he had destroyed and started hitting the warriors near him. All the Kauravas surrounded him and together attacked the young Abhimanyu. Abhimanyu fought and finally unable to fight all the warriors collapsed and fell dead on the field.....
For a second the entire field was calm and suddenly the entire Kaurava army broke out into loud cheers. The great warriors of the Kaurava army danced around the body of the young Abhimanyu.....
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The next day was probably the most gory day in the war. Arjuna vowed to kill Jayadratha the very next day or decided that he would forfeit his life if he failed. The Kauravas realizing that if Arjuna failed it would as well mean the end of the war and protected Jayadratha to the best of their ability.
Despite his clinical decimation of the Kaurava army, Arjuna all but failed but thanks to Krishna who effectively exploited the fact that the day was an eclipse, Arjuna was able to fulfill his vow...
Duryodhana was unable to believe that despite the best protection, Jayadratha still lay dead.
That day was the first day when the war did not end with sunset. Incensed at his failure to protect Jayadratha, Duryodhana let the war continue even after sunset. The Pandavas used Gadothgaja in reply to the Kauravas for the evening war. While Arjuna was fighting with Drona, Karna massacred the Pandava army. Arjuna then decided to stop his battle with Drona and go to face Karna. However the Dark Lord stopped him. Krishna turned to Gadothgaja. Gadothgaja was the son of Bheema and Hidimba and was a Rakshasa. 'Only two people can kill Karna. One of them is Arjuna and the other is you! I want you to face Karna, because it is night now!'
Gadothgaja looked proudly at Krishna as he nodded his head. As a Rakshasa his powers were heightened after sunset. And Gadothgaja wrecked havoc on the Kaurava army. It went so bad that Duryodhana for a second actually feared that the son of Bheema was going to win the war for the Pandavas on that day.
He went to his trusted friend. 'KARNA! Do something! Please....just....just do something....If we do not stop Gadothgaja...' Duryodhana gasped unable to finish the sentence.
Karna looked worriedly because he knew exactly how to stop Gadothgaja. He mumbled something when Duryodhana yelled at him. 'If you know what to do, just do it!'
'I have the Shakti with me! It would kill Gadothgaja....'
'THEN USE IT!' Duryodhana screamed.
'I was saving it for using it on Arjuna....' Karna mumbled. 'I can use it only once....'
'ARJUNA! YOU THINK ARJUNA IS IMPORTANT NOW!' Duryodhana shouted again. 'I WILL MAKE THIS CLEAR TO YOU...IF WE DO NOT DO ANYTHING NOW, THERE WILL BE NO TOMORROW FOR THE WAR...USE THE SHAKTI!' Duryodhana shouted as he stared at Gadothgaja who had now changed his size to that of a mountain.
Having no choice in the matter, Karna used the Shakti. The weapon which Indra had granted Karna in return of his armour and earrings. The weapon flew straight to Gadothgaja's chest and after fatally wounding the warrior, flew back to Indra.
'FALL ON THE KAURAVA ARMY!' Bheema screamed, his eyes in tears as his brothers watched in utter horror as Gadothgaja fell down
With tears stricken eyes Bheema rushed forward but he could not miss the sad smile on Krishna's face. 'Why are you smiling, Krishna?' Arjuna demanded hugging Gadothgaja. 'My son is dead and you are smiling...Why...'
'Bheema's son has done more than just fight the war! He has practically won the war for you!' Krishna said quietly. 'The only person in the Kaurava army who has the capacity to win the war was Karna and he could do it if he used his Shakti on Arjuna!' Krishna took in a deep breath as he continued. 'And today Karna has used the weapon and he cannot use it again.....Gadothgaja has just won the war for you!' Krishna repeated looking proudly at the dead warrior. 'Now my friend, you are ready to go and fight Karna!'
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The next day was the day Dronacharya was killed in the battlefield and this time there was no question, Karna was automatically placed as the commander-in-chief of the army. Duryodhana looked at Karna with his eyes shining. 'Friend! Bhishma protected the Pandavas because he was their grandfather and Dronacharya also favoured them....You....you are going to win this war for me!'
Karna looked at the love-filled eyes of Duryodhana and slowly nodded his head. 'Yes! I will win the war for you!'
Karna deployed his men and the Pandavas had a counter-strategy ready for them. However today was the day when Nakula picked Karna as his opponent. Nakula fought brilliantly but he was nowhere in the same class as Karna. Nakula fought as fast as he could but before he could even let loose his arrow Karna broke his bow. Nakula tried picking up his shaft but Karna broke that too. As an offensive,Karna killed Nakula's charioteer. Nakula stared wide eyed as Karna took the arrow and aimed it straight at his chest. Astonishingly Nakula saw Karna lower his arrow and give him a queer smile. 'You are just not worthy of fighting me! Go and hide behind your elder brother Arjuna and Krishna!'
Nakula was embarrassed and tried to raise his weapon but Karna just moved away from there, as if he was no longer worthy of his attention....
However on that day Arjuna massacred the Kaurava army and it went so bad that the Kaurava soldiers actually ran away on seeing Arjuna's chariot even at a distance. So that night the Kauravas had a meeting.
'Arjuna and me are equal in all aspects and I can easily take him....The problem is Krishna! He is such a brilliant charioteer that more than half of Arjuna's work is done by Krishna just driving the chariot....'
Duryodhana looked surprised. 'What do you want me to do about it?'
Karna looked straight at Duryodhana with a faint smile on his lips. 'I want as good a charioteer as Arjuna!' Both of them turned almost at the same time towards Shalya, the king of Madra.
Shalya looked angrily at the two of them. 'There is no way I am going to be the charioteer to him....He is not even a warrior!'
Duryodhana looked straight at Shalya. 'Listen to me king! The problem right now is Arjuna! He is destroying the Kaurava army not because he is a better warrior but because he has a better charioteer. Karna can kill Arjuna, if....if he has someone as good as Krishna....And the only person who satisfies that condition is you!'
Shalya looked quiet for a few seconds his eyes lighting up with pride. Finally taking a deep breath Shalya nodded his head. 'I will be your charioteer! But.....'
Both Duryodhana and Karna looked apprehensively as Shalya gave them a strange smile. 'I should be able to speak my mind to Karna! I will tell him exactly what I think, whether he gets hurt or not....'
Karna looked at Shalya for a long time and finally nodded his head. Then he smiled beautifully. 'Then tomorrow I am going to kill Pandavas!'
Shalya was irked by the over-confident smile on Karna's face and smirked. 'You think you can single handedly destroy the Pandavas?' Shalya shook his head with a mocking smile on his face.
And so the war started for the next day. Karna turned to his soldiers. 'Any person who points out where Arjuna is will be rewarded!'
Shalya who was minding the horses rolled his eyes. 'I am your charioteer! Of course, I can take you to Arjuna....But seriously you think you can bring down Arjuna.....A rabbit can never bring down an elephant!'
Karna looked angrily at Shalya. 'You have no idea of who I am! I can single handedly bring down all the Pandavas! So please do not tell me what I can and cannot do!
Shalya was however devastatingly efficient. He kept his tirade against Karna and continued to praise Arjuna. Karna turned to him with barely contained fury.'I can see Yudhishtara there! Take me there!'
Shalya realized that it was direct order and drove the horses to Yudhishtara. Karna challenged Yudhishtara to a duel and when the fight actually started, Karna literally toyed with Yudhishtara. He hurt Yudhishtara so badly that Yudhishtara had to retire to his camp immediately. As Yudhishtara was being driven off Karna yelled loudly. 'You are not worthy of fighting me! Someday, tell your children that you fought with Karna and lost!' 
Arjuna and Krishna heard about the fight between Yudhishtara and Karna and rushed back to the camp to meet Yudhishtara.
Yudhishtara had long since nursed a fear of Karna. He could not explain it, not even to himself, but Yudhishtara always felt that Karna could singlehandedly turn around the war....And today's duel with Karna had definitely not improved things. Yudhishtara sat in his tent nursing his wounds wondering how it was possible to bring Karna down. He heard Arjuna's chariot and nursed a silly notion that Arjuna had already defeated Karna. He rushed outside. 'Arjuna! You have done it! You have defeated Karna, have you not?'
Arjuna looked surprised. 'No! I thought that....I heard that you were wounded I came to see you!'
'What for? What do you want to see me for?' Yudhishtara sneered angrily. 'You want to see exactly how badly Karna has hurt me?' Anger made Yudhishtara very reckless. 'I seriously do not think you are a match for Karna. Karna with his Vijaya (Karna's bow is called Vijaya) is more powerful than you with your Gandiva! What is the use of having the Gandiva, if you cannot even use it properly....'
That was just as far as he got. Arjuna pulled out his sword and pulled it straight at Yudhishtara's throat. Yudhishtara stared at the sword wide-eyed, unable to even understand.
'I have a vow that I will kill anyone who insults my Gandiva! Today you have just insulted my Gandiva....' Arjuna said with an almost detached tone pushing the sword further.
Things would have gone really bad, if not for Krishna. Krishna effectively calmed down both the brothers and made the two of them apologize to each other.
Krishna and Arjuna went outside the tent. 'Krishna, please take me to Karna!'
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Elsewhere in the field Karna challenged Bhima to a fight and Bhima fought brilliantly and disarmed Karna. In fact Bhima became so caught up in firing the arrow that one of is arrows struck Karna straight in the chest. Karna fell unconscious. Wanting to protect Karna, Salya drove Karna away from the battlefield to protect the unconscious Karna.
Bhima tried chasing Karna but was suddenly intercepted by Dusshasana. Remembering his promise at the dice game, Bhima challenged Dusshansana to the duel and the two of them were engaged in fighting with the mace. Unfortunately for Dusshasana, he had met Bhima when Bhima was very angry. Bhima practically went berserk and killed Dusshasana. Bhima then drank Dusshasana's blood exactly as he had promised Draupadi that he would.....
Karna left Bhima to his devices and went towards the Panchalas army and there he struck....and he started his attack with a clinical efficiency and the Pandava army started running away when they even heard the chariot sounds of Karna....
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Before the battle between Karna and Arjuna started, another small thing also happened. Shalya watched Karna fight and his grudging respect for Karna grew. Shalya was about to say something when Karna shook his head. 'I know what you are trying to do! I should have guessed it before, but I had to choose only you as my charioteer because I know of no one else who can drive the chariot as well as you! I know I am going to die today....Please just keep quiet and let me fight!'
Shalya for a minute was tongue tied. Though he kept up his rant, Karna had already won him over....
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On the way to battle Karna, Arjuna met another warrior who was waiting to fight with him. It was Vrishasena, Karna's son. Vrishasena fought brilliantly and he pierced Arjuna's left hand with many arrows. Even Krishna was not spared. Recovering, Arjuna pulled out an arrow and  Karna watched as Arjuna hit Vrishasena repeatedly with his powerful arrows and Vrishasena fell dead. 

Screaming Karna came forward and attacked Arjuna. It is said that even the Gods and the rishis from the heavens came down to watch the battle.
The two of them fought with ordinary weapons at first and the air was thick with arrows that almost nothing was visible from the two sides. Karna fired his arrows with such devastating efficiency that even Krishna was not fast enough to move the chariot....A few arrows pierced Krishna.
Then the two warriors started using celestial weapons each as powerful as the other. 
Ashwattama saw the battle and hurriedly turned to Duryodhana. 'In all my years, I have never seen anything like this Duryodhana, I am afraid, the two of them would end the world...Please call off the battle.....Make peace with the Pandavas!'
Duryodhana watched the scene with quiet pride in his eyes and shook his head. 'Karna will win! My Karna will win!'
As the two of them fought, Shalya's respect for Karna grew to immense proportions. 'I am sorry!' Shalya said quietly. 
Karna smiled. 'I will try to kill Arjuna, but my friend, if I fail what would you do?'
'I will find Dhananjay (Arjuna) and Krishna and I will kill them!' Shalya said with utter sincerity in his voice. 
'Please....please do that! My Duryodhana needs someone to fight for him, after I am gone!' Karna said smiling beautifully.

However the fight between Arjuna and Karna was interrupted in the general hubhub of the war. It happened such that Karna was wanted in another part of the battlefield and Arjuna found himself face to face with another son of Karna - Vikartana. However this battle though fierce lasted for a very short time as Vikartana was also killed by Arjuna.

Now looking mad through and through, Karna met Arjuna again in the battlefield and this time both of them knew that this was for the last time....There could be only one person who walked away from this battle....

Karna fired the arrows so fast that one could hardly see Karna pick up the arrow and fire it. It all seemed to blur into one single action. However what was even more surprising was that all the arrows which were fired were cut off by Arjuna with the same speed. The air surrounding the place where the two arrows met became dark and almost nothing was visible to either side...

Karna used his Varunastra and fired it at Arjuna. Both Arjuna and Krishna were drenched in the sudden rain from the astra. However Arjuna immediately fired a Vayavastra and dispelled the showers which disappeared almost as soon as they had appeared. However Arjuna did not pause even for a single second. He kept firing his arrows and within a matter of a few seconds, the nalikas and the anjalikas (the names of the weapons used by Arjuna) pierced almost the entire upper half of Karna. Ignoring the pain, Karna closed his eyes and pulled out the Bhargava astra. It is said that the Bhargava astra was handed over to Karna by his teacher Parashurama. Firing the arrows rapidly one after the other Karna destroyed the arrow which Arjuna was about to fire. Krishna rapidly moved away from the other arrows and the other arrows went and hit the Pandava army which was standing there. The soldiers, the elephants and the horses which were standing there.....none of them survived the attack.....

Bhima was shocked watching his brother getting hurt by Karna and could not bear it. 'How is it even possible that the son of a charioteer is better than you? This cannot be allowed! Fight brother, fight and do anything....but kill him!'
Incensed by his brother, Arjuna fought like never before. Now not only was Karna getting hit by the arrows, the entire Kaurava army was being decimated by Arjuna. Karna realizing that Arjuna had raised the level of the game and that he had to do something to keep up the morale of his men ordered Shalya to go right in front of Arjuna so that he would be able to prevent further damage to his army.
Both the warriors fired celestial weapons at will. Karna pulled out his Nagastra and aimed it straight at Arjuna's head was about to fire it when he was interrupted by Shalya. 'Karna! Do not aim for the head....Aim for the chest!' Shalya shouted.
In the heat of the battle, Karna unfortunately did not heed Shalya's warning....or probably he thought that Shalya was still trying to distract him by degrading him and fired the nagastra straight at Arjuna's head. Arjuna was not quick enough and could not defend against it. Krishna saw the astra coming as if in slow motion and right at the last minute when the weapon was almost among them, he pushed the chariot down and so....the weapon which came for the head went with the crown....
'Use the weapon again!' A voice came to Karna. Karna saw astonished as the astra looked at him in the shape of a snake. 'This Arjuna has killed my family in the Khandava forest...Use me again and this time I shall kill Arjuna!'
Karna looked angrily at the astra. 'The only person I trust is myself....I do not trust anyone else to fight for me! Go away!'
The astra itself shot straight at Arjuna, however Arjuna brought it down without any hesitation.
The fight between Arjuna and Karna was getting ugly as the two warriors were beginning to hurt each other with the powerful arrows. Their armours no longer afforded the protection that it was supposed to give the warriors and the two warriors were bleeding profusely....
Karna pulled out his Brahmaastra and closed his eyes to read out the mantra and to his horror, he found that he could not remember anything. He tried again and again, but still nothing came to his mind. He was about to let out another weapon when suddenly Karna's chariot shuddered. Karna saw in utter horror as the chariot slowly sank in the soft mud beneath it.
Cursing himself Karna knew that his movements would now become sluggish because of the soft mud under the chariot. Karna started firing arrows one after the other and it is said that he cut the string of Arjuna's bow eleven times and Arjuna retied the string all the eleven times and he did it with such a speed that even Karna could not identify when Arjuna retied the string....
However now the chariot was sinking even deeper inside the mud and the chariot had completely stopped. Karna jumped out of the chariot and tried to pull it. Arjuna was about to aim the arrow at him but then he hesitated. Arjuna was too much of a warrior to hurt a man when he was not fighting......Karna looked at Arjuna with pleading eyes. 'Please give me some time! I am not fit to fight right now! You are a virtuous man! You will attack a man like this'
Krishna however laughed. 'Did Abhimanyu not deserve a little more kindness from you when he was all alone in the Chakravyugha?' Krishna was almost blazing with anger. 'He was sixteen! Did you not think that Drauapdi was helpless in the dice game? Still that did not prevent you from speaking harsh words to her! Why should Arjuna hesitate to kill you now?'
Karna looked wordlessly at Krishna because he knew that there was no excuse for what he had done back then. 
On hearing Abhimanyu's name, Arjuna's lips hardened into a grim line. He pulled back his Anjalika astra and sent it straight at Karna's head. As usual there was no mistake in his aim......The astra beheaded Karna.....
TO BE CONCLUDED

Karna - After the end.

It is said that during the war, Duryodhana lost 99 of his brothers and though he grieved for their death, it was only the loss of Karna which hit Duryodhana really bad. Once Karna was killed, Duryodhana lost all the will to fight. Duryodhana no longer even wanted the kingdom.....After Karna's death, the only reason Duryodhana continued the war was because he was wanted to get it all over with. Probably he also wanted to die in the very same battlefield that also claimed his friend. Thus for all practical purposes, the war was really over after the death of the king of Anga.
Fulfilling his promise to Karna, Shalya led the Kaurava army the next day. The last day of battle was a lackluster affair. Yudhishtara killed Shalya in the afternoon and the Kaurava army was routed. Duryodhana who had the capacity to hold his breath for a long time, got away from the battlefield and stayed inside a lake, probably because he wanted nothing to do with the world where Karna was not there.
The Pandavas found Duryodhana and challenged him to a one on one fight. Yudhishtara in a burst of foolishness allowed Duryodhana to choose any one of the Pandavas as an opponent and also suggested that the winner could walk away with the kingdom.
For winning the war, all Duryodhana needed to do was to choose one of the Pandavas other than Bhima as his opponent and he would have won the battle, hands down....
But a man who fought a huge and gory war all for the sake of his arrogance was obviously very proud. Duryodhana chose Bhima as his final opponent.
Bhima all but lost the fight. Duryodhana was already a better fighter than Bhima and now he also had a special boon from his mother which made his body hard and impervious to any injuries. It was only because of some quick thinking by Krishna and some illegal move by Bhima that he won the fight.
The Pandavas won the war but at a terrible price. Only three people from the Kaurava army survived the last day of the war – Ashwattama, Kripacharya and Kritivarman. And Ashwattama unable to bear the grief of the death of his father, killed all the people from the Pandava army when they were asleep....
So the only people who actually survived the war from the Pandava side was Krishna and five Pandavas whom Krishna had managed to take away to another place....
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Yudhishtara performed the last rites of the warriors slain in the war.....He was surprised to see his mother stumble across the grounds. 'Mother! What are you doing here?'
'I....I just came to see whether the last rites of everyone was done!'
Yudhishtara looked surprised and nodded his head. 'I am not ungrateful, mother! These brave people have laid their lives for me! I have not forgotten anybody! I....'
'Yes you have!' The words were out of Kunti's mouth before she could even stop herself. Yudhishtara stopped talking unable to believe what he was hearing. He looked at his mother questioningly who was now looking at the Dark Lord.
Krishna looked at Kunti with a sad smile on his lips and slowly nodded his head. Kunti opened her mouth but still no words came out. Krishna came forward and held Kunti's shoulder. Kunti who suddenly looked feeble, closed her eyes and with the touch of Krishna's finger opened her eyes.
'You have forgotten Karna!' Kunti said slowly.
'Why on earth should I perform the last rites for Karna? He is the enemy! The one person whom I was genuinely....' Yudhishtara stopped suddenly looking at the expression on his mother's face.
'He is my son! He was born before I married your father!' Kunti said quietly.
Feeling the world go topsy turvy, Yudhishtara suddenly sat down unable to take in what was being said. He did not doubt, not even for a second, about what he had just heard......
'He is my brother!' Yudhishtara whispered a tiny tear trickled from his eyes. 'My elder brother!' Yudhishtara sat down holding his head in his hands. 'All he had to do was tell me! I would have given him everything! And I fought him!' Yudhishtara looked at his hands wishing he could do something to his hands, which he suddenly found offensive.
Yudhishtara was feeling detached as he saw Bhima look like he could not understand anything.
Bhima closed his eyes wishing he could forget that smile of Karna....That smile of Karna which Bhima always found so offensive....Bhima just wished he could forget everything....
Arjuna broke down sobbing. 'I KILLED MY BROTHER! I CAN NEVER BE FORGIVEN!' He screamed. He looked around as he suddenly saw images of Karna everywhere. The noble features of Karna, his pride, his beheading, his.....
'Keshava! What do I do?' He said crying and unable to think straight.
Kunti made all her sons sit down and narrated everything. She even told them about how she had approached Karna to come to the side of the Pandavas. 'He said he was Duryodhana's friend and would never leave him....' Kunti said breaking out crying unable to bear it anymore.
'He knew!' Yudhishtara said with a broken heart. 'He knew about us....' Yudhishtara looked at Kunti with angry eyes. 'Is that the reason he spared all our lives?' Yudhishtara asked suddenly feeling disgusted with himself.
Kunti slowly nodded her head as she told about Karna's promise to kill only Arjuna.....
Krishna shrugged looking at Kunti and the Pandavas. 'You all had each other! Through all your trials, you were still together!' Krishna shook his head. 'Karna has suffered much in his life and he had no one...not one person to share it with!'
Yudhishtara closed his eyes wishing he could just....'That is why I felt....like that in the dice game!' Yudhishtara muttered to himself.
Bhima looked at his elder brother enquiringly. 'I was feeling very disgusted with myself in the dice game!....But there...I saw Karna's feet and I was surprised...' Yudhishtara said speaking fast. 'Karna's feet looked exactly like mother's feet....' Yudhishtara shook his head rapidly. 'I could not explain it...Not even to myself...But looking at the feet calmed me down....Now I know why!'
Yudhishtara is a fit of anger looked at his mother. 'All this happened because you kept a secret! This war...the entire war would not have happened....' Yudhishtara chocked unable to continue. He finally looked at his mother. 'I curse all women! None of you would ever be able to keep a secret!'
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Sage Narada came to the Pandavas and told them all about the curses of Karna. 'Parashurama's curse caused Karna to forget the mantra for the Brahmastra when he needed it the most at the battlefield....And the curse of the owner of the cow caused the chariot to be stuck in the soft mud and as cursed when he was helpless, Phalguni (Arjuna) killed him!' Narada said quietly.

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The war had taken a terrible toll and looking at the loss of life, Yudhishtara felt that he was committing a crime if he sat on the throne of Hastinapur now. But listening to the story of Karna, he realized that if one man all alone could endure so much and still achieve glory then it would be more easier for Yudhishtara with his four brothers to start afresh and give the ordinary people the peace that they so desperately were striving for.
Thinking about Karna, Yudhishtara ascended the throne of Hastinapur and ruled very well for 36 years and prosperity reigned in the kingdom for these years.....


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