After
Ashtavakra was born, Sujatha realized that if she wanted her son to
have a better future, she should have some money...more than what her
father and husband had now...
She
talked with Kahoda that night, 'Kahoda! I wanted to talk to you about
our son's future!' Kahoda was already feeling very guilty. He had
made a mistake.. and when the mistake had been pointed out to
him...he had cursed his own child...His child was deformed because of
him...
Kahoda
listened to what Sujatha had to say, 'Kahoda! I hear that King Janaka
is organizing a yagna..If you go and attend the yagna, I think you
will be paid well for it...We can use the money for bringing up
Astavakra better....'
Kahoda
immediately agreed. If he could bring some riches, then probably
he stop feeling so guilty...
The
next day Kahoda went to King Janaka's Court.
'King
Janaka! I am Kahoda! I am a student of Uddalaka!' King Janaka
immediately looked at Kahoda and smiled. Uddalaka's students were
very special all over the kingdom.... King Janaka immediately
offered him a throne to sit as Kahoda continued, 'I am also a Guru in
Uddalaka's Gurukul and his son-in-law. I have come here to help you
perform the yagna sir!...But...' Kahoda looked around and saw that
there were no preparations going on for the ceremony, 'Why is there
no ceremonies?...Is something...'
King
Janaka said unhappily, 'Kahoda! I had the idea to conduct this yagna
a few years back...I have never been able to even start it....'
Kahoda
looked surprised and spoke, 'Why?'
Janaka
said, ' There is a sage called Bandhi! I don't know from where he has
come...He said that the yagna could be started only after he is
defeated in a debate with the sages participating in the
yagna....Bandhi is extremely skilled. Nobody has been able to defeat
him in argument...'
King
Janaka looked at Kahoda and continued, '...That is not all, Kahoda!
According to Bandhi's condition, all the sages who have been defeated
by him have to be drowned!' Kahoda paled when he heard this. King
Janak continued angrily, '...This wretched Bandhi! So far he has
killed so many sages and scholars...' King Janaka completed with a
pained voice.
I
cannot go back empty handed...Kahoda took a deep breath and
talked to King Janaka,'I accept the challenge of Sage Bandhi!'
The
debate between Kahoda and Bandhi, was organized the very next day.
However much to King Janaka's dismay, Kahoda was no match for Bandhi.
He lost the debate. Kahoda was drowned and killed!
Back
at the ashrama, Sujatha was filled with grief to know that he husband
had been killed by Bandhi! She felt guilty that she had been the one
who had sent her husband to the court of King Janaka. Uddalaka then
came to speak with her. 'Child! Please do not grieve for you husband!
You have a child...you have a life...Get on with your life...'
Sujatha
yelled, 'My husband is dead!...My child will never see its father
again...' She broke down sobbing. Uddalaka said gently, 'Sh! It is
ok...Ashtavakra can grown up as my son...Besides it is for the good.
If Ashtavakra were to know that his father was killed than he would
go seeking for Bandhi in revenge and who knows what would happen!...I
think it is best if the death of his father was not told to him...'
Sujatha
slowly tearfully nodded her head.
As
Ashtavakra grew up, he believed that Uddalaka was his father. Now
Uddalaka had a son, a very young son called Shvetaketu, who was about
the same age as Ashtavakra. Ashtavakra grew up believing that
Uddalaka was his father and Shvetaketu was his brother.
Ashtavakra
was a brilliant student and sharp in intellect.
Shvetaketu
who knew Ashtavakra's true story, was jealous of Ashtavakra.
Shvetaketu could not believe that a boy who was so deformed and ugly
in appearance could be so intelligent and be a darling of his
father....
When
Ashtavakra became twelve years old, Shvetaketu could take it no
more..One day as Ashtavakra was sitting on Uddalaka's lap, Shvetaketu
dragged Ashtavakra out of Uddalaka's lap and yelled at him, 'That is
my father...Not your father...Don't come and claim my father as
yours...I will not allow it...'
Ashtavakra
was first astonished. But looking at the horrified expressions on the
face of Uddalaka and Sujatha, he realized that something was wrong.
He looked at Uddalaka and asked him, ' Who are you?' He said firmly,
'Looking at your expressions I think Shvetaketu's is right...You are
not my father...then who are you...Where is my father?'
The
words tumbled out one after the other, as Sujatha burst out crying.
She said softly, 'Uddalaka is not your father, he is your
grandfather..son' Between tears she told him the whole story of how
Kahoda had lost the debate with Bandhi and had been drowned.
Ashtavakra
listened to the whole story, without interrupting. He looked at the
weeping face of his mother and his grandfather. He then looked at
Shvetaketu who was looking guilty as if he was regretting his bout of
jealousy.
Shvetaketu
hesitantly came forward and talked to Ashtavakra, 'I...I am sorry...I
behaved badly...I should not have...'
Ashtavakra
held up his hands. 'You spoke the truth...I do not hold any grudge
against you...' He said speaking gently to Shvetaketu, 'All this is
Bandhi's fault...He is the one, who is responsible for all this..'
Ashtavakra finished angrily, looking at all of them.
Sujatha
and Uddalaka looked at each other with worried eyes. This was what
they had wanted to avoid. Sujatha came forward hesitatingly, 'Son!
Please listen to me...D..Don't go there...I have already lost my
husband because I wanted to become rich...I do not wish to lose my
son too....Please...' She looked at Ashtavakra with pleading eyes.
Ashtavakra
looked at her and said firmly, 'You are not going to lose your son,
mother!'
Sujatha
looked at Ashtavakra's steely eyes and wanted to believe him,
'...But...But...Son...your father went there 12 years back...Till
date no one has ever beaten Bandhi...You are twelve years old...How
can you hope to beat such a man...He is more experienced and...'
'Bandhi
has not yet been beaten, because he has not yet met me!' Ashtavakra
said quietly. Uddalaka realized that nothing was going to change
Astavakra's mind. He looked at his daughter, 'Sujatha! I think you
have to let Ashtavakra go...He has to fulfill his destiny..'
'He
is my son..He is only twelve years old...I cannot just...' Sujatha
wailed in frustration.
Uddalaka
shook his head patiently, 'You are blinded by your love for him. You
cannot see the great, enlightened soul, which lives within that young
body...You have to let him go...let him realize his greatness...'
Sujatha
looked at her father and her son. She thought through everything and
slowly nodded her head. She looked at Ashtavakra, 'Go forth my son!
Go and fulfill your destiny...'
Ashtavakra's
face broke into a smile as he embraced his mother.
Shvetaketu
came and spoke to Ashtavakra, 'Ashtavakra! I am sorry! I...do...not
know...' Ashtavakra said quietly, 'It is okay! You have always been
my friend..Nothing will change that...'
Shvetaketu
smiled halfheartedly as he spoke, 'Then let me come with you! You do
not need much help! But I want to come with you...'
Ashtavakra
smiled again as he embraced his childhood friend.
With
the blessings of his grandfather, Ashtavakra and Shvetaketu left for
Mithila, the kingdom of King Janaka.
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